What is Worse?

They tore down his suit
broke his wrist watch
they all look like him
& laughing like monsters

He looked all around,
found himself helpless
so he tried to concentrate in his technical book
but he can only see one word in every word

fail fail fail!
[As  ignoring self, he is trying to follow others advice]

Is his condition really worse
but what is worse?
Death of a man
or death of his dreams?
Silence like an ocean
or a loud scream?

Hating someone
or unexpressed love?

Not having friends
or never choosing one?

He couldn’t figure it out
in a state of aimlessness
and thoughtfulness

He is in a continuous struggle
struggle with some kind of fear inside

but is it a fear of living
or dying without achieving?

He runs,
runs to catch the forest
and tries to escape

At each step
the forest distance appears to him the same

he is a loser
a worst performer

If life is a game.

May 8, 2012

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