Take it as a FAILED attempt to express my attachment
Frustration and misery of being a man.
To write what should not be written
To complete what was not incomplete.
You will meet many men in your life-
Some of the men will just cross your path
Being smart you will know.
Some of the men will say they have lost their heart
Being beautiful you will understand.
And also the men you fall in love with
Being human you will suffer.
I wish I could have seen myself through your eyes
To had a glimpse of truth and not be deceived by lies.
I am confused, if I was a failed lover, or the poor one?
Your actions filled me with jealousy
Other man saw in you what I could not see?
Your sad eyes- to me they were never belong-
Cruel fate never gave me chance to dive into them for long.
I never explored your wonderful body
Never smelt your hair.
But If I become religious for a moment
You will be an answer to all my prayer.
I will never forget, our walk together and our philosophical talk-
The new perspectives about life in me you have sparked.
I wish another one you have found loves you equally madly
And you have accepted that madness very gladly.
I’m afraid, when somebody will speak out your name,
My soul will rediscover its lost oppressive pain.
Time will kill our memories
Time will heal our pain
Time will turn our heart into stone
And prepare us to fall in love again.
With some injuries
And a sense of loss
This is not the sad end
But a strength provided-
A freshness given-
To the mysterious voyage called life.
March 11, 2014